YSunday, December 28, 2008' 5:07 PM
nana.
ure my biggest, most huggable, trustful bestfriend.
hahha.
loveee kamu lots grrlfren.
:D
today was twuly a boredom. i miss wany. haish. miss yuyu. miss nana too. i cant wait to see them when school reopens. gonna give them a biggg hug!
monopoly is my dail-life-thing to do. hehehes.
YSaturday, December 27, 2008' 12:48 PM
Firstly, congrats to ABG SHAHARY for getting all A in his subjects for the year end exam. hahahas, hes going higher nitec and im hpy for him. Really pwoud baby. and also to faiz, congrats for getting your first choice.
i dunno, things are getting worse between me and him. whats wrong with us. we're getting further apart. when we talk otp, it was not like the old times. used to joke around and stuffs. but man, we've truly changed and i dun like tat.
aniways, i really miss him. wanst able to talk with him otp nimore. haish, it was fun though! hehehes, hope i could get a chance to talk with you again baby! khekhe..
we're going to the singapore expo this monday. cant wait to get my $150! then, spend. spend. spend. shopping. i wanna go shopping with him. i wannameet him again. i misssssss yooooooooouuuu.
damn homework, you suck mylife.
:D
YTuesday, December 23, 2008' 4:07 PM
yesterday. really had fun with besties. hahs. ayul, jia ling and me went to do project at rina's house. we are going to do a movie clip for our perth project! gosh, toking bout perth, i really miss the place...but what to do? one day aby.. eheheees.
okayys, finished doing the project around one plus. my gosh, heard from rina that shes beginning to be further away from us. yea, i've realised it too. we used to be damn close but now, its just like we're NORMAL frens. what's wrong with her? why is she getting away from us? shes close to others. i dun want her to repeat her old mistakes. i really missed her...i miss talking with her otp, sharing secrets.
aniways, after that, went to The Tropical, i think. went swimming at ayul's aunt condo. was supposed to be fun, but i spoilt it. cos, i dunno how to swim. ohhs, how great is that? but nevermind, they taught me the batman float! pics are at rina's camera..
after that, meet my baby love for a while.gosh, hes sick. get well soon okaes?
i miss talking with the people i used to talk to on the phone...
YSunday, December 21, 2008' 3:35 PM
living in this house is getting scarier. why? ohhhs. because of my uncle. well, he just lived in my house since last month i think. ouh btw, my rooms taken by grandma plus my uncles. so, i have to sleep at mum's bedroom everytime. my bedroom, still mine. okayys. whenever i comb my hair inside my room (confirm uncle inside also)... the way he look at me. omigosh, he really look like he wants to eat me. his sinister smile is making me going scared. ibu... tolong.
just now. when i went to the kitchen, he was there. and he said : lawa anak sedare ku niee..
he look at me from up to bottom. you know what i mean. its been a few times it has happened. i hope nothing of this sort happens again.
and now. friendster. she added me. and i saw his comments. the way he gave her a cmnt is like the way a "loving couple" does. it truly hurts. calling her 'bby'? in fact, he just known her for a short while. strangers become close.
that really sucks. im becoming more and more closer to arul. dun get the wrong idea. hes just my fren. i nid him. he nids me. i nid frens. my bestfrens. whatever, i dun care.
i dun't know why.
we are just normal.
but some things are just there to break us apart.
