YMonday, February 23, 2009' 7:57 PM
I am getting miserable each time. I'm so stress in my studies and other stuffs. Lots of stuffs. Families and blah, blah, blah. Abang, I so hate you. You know why. And don't ever think i am going to talk to you. Sometimes i wonder, do you even fit to be my brother. In any case, I'm happy cos i have a family. Thank you banyak-banyak.
Well, it all first started on that unlucky Friday. Actually, it was supposed to be a happy day cause I got promoted to Staff Sergeant. Congratulations Aby! hee. Kaes, back to the story. I arrived home at 7plus plus on that day as i had a cca luhs. So, who also does not feel tired right after a long day in school. I reached home and ate food. Hungry, of course lahs i eat. That time, there was still a lot of rice in the rice cooker. So, buat bodoh luhs. EAT, EAT, EAT. Then rested, did homeworks and stuffs. At 11pm. Cik Nolan, Abang Shary and adeq was in the living room. Mum is too busy watching the television in her bedroom. Abang reached home from school and went straight to the kitchen. I was otp talking to him, but i hung up immediately. Our talks lasted for minutes. Not as long as we used to cause my ppd finish alr. Abang then called me, so i went to the kitchen luhs.
Abang: Eh, kau tk tawu masak nasi ehs! (you dunno how to cook rice ehs!)
Aby: Eh, aby balek lambat per! (eh, i reach home late what)
So, don't expect me to do housework or niting. I went to the living room and sat. Abang was sooo in the bloody bad mood just because of "NO MORE RICE IN THE RICE COOKER". awww. so sad. bitch. He then went inside his room and took his money. There was telephone luh on the floor and he he accidentaly hit it. The gagang telephone fell but he just ignored it. Fuck lah ehs bro. He opened the gate.
Aby: Don't try to show attitude uhs.
Abang: Kau jgn kurang ajar tau aku cakap! (dont be rude!)
He barged towards me and gave me a
one tight slap on my cheeks.
Aby: Eh, aku tk anoh kau kn, bodoh! (eh, i didnt hit you right!)
Abang kept hitting me. Fuck luhs. Who also will just stand there amd sincerely give the person to hit you right?! Abang Shary tried to seperate me from Abang. But, to no avail, he kept hitting me. I did too. But not as strong as how he hit me. Dah lah badan mcm giant!
Mum heard the commotion.
Mum: eh, asl nie! (ehs, whats happening here?!)
Abang went out of the house to buy some food for himself even when ibu called his name out many times. He doesn't care.What hurts me was that ibu boleh lagi sokong Abang.
Mum: Tu lah, makan selalu tk ingat orang blakang. Sape suroh...
I cant believe she just said that. Padahal aku nie dah penat2 balek dari skola, abeh aper. Die expect aku buat kerje rumah?
Of course lah i was crying. Tk kn pasal tk masak nasi, kau nk marah2 aku kn. asal nk marah aku! asal tk marah orang2 lain yg ader pat umah nie?! dorang buat ape the whole time? goyang kaki per! That's it. I've had enuf.
I just don't want any more problems. It feels weird sometimes now when i talk with him otp. haiss. & to wawan: i hope tings will get better for you.
I just need some space, freedom. Inilah orang, kalau dah kurang attention from the person she loves truly. I want my bedroom back! I need privacy. I have to go out of the room to do my homework when nenek wants to sleep. I had to do everything she said and yes, I'm getting very annoyed. Just wanna be happy with my friends for now. Its them. All i think of are my friends. They make me forget everything and just enjoy in school.
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