YSaturday, October 10, 2009' 12:01 PM
HAPPY HARI RAYA KAWAN-KAWAN(:
FIRST HOUSE! (yana bby's)
yana bby was in pink! hahahah, face covered.
ohhhhs, im the sexiest. NOT AZAM, NOT YAN. yuyu...can luhs. nana also can. rina ehs.. uhhhh, alaa, can luhs, can luhs.
oooooo, rina! azam nga emo! :D
budak melayu 4E3, sikit kan?
Aby ft Ayul
Aby ft Rina
Hari Raya was totally fun. This is only 1/4 of the pictures. There's still more left in Rina's camera. Ohhhs, how I wish we could celebrate hari raya everyday. Kaes, aby merepek. That will be boring. Super duper boring. I wouldn't want to be made to do the dishes. Yes, dishes that would pile up the sink when everyone comes. Hah, im lazy.
NATIONAL DAY '09
Jian Long and meee(:
aby + ayul again.
again.
and again.
again but with the mini eyes!
Jin Wai! your eyes where?
yana bby!
4E3 BBQ
SHAHRIDAHHHHH AND MR JOHN TAN! cuteee laa he.
seee, yana's adeq mcm monyet. Then joseph see only. Help luhs him to get own...selenger
LOVEEE THE TEDYY BEAR.
I LOVEE YANA'S BEDROOM SERIOUSLY(:
BUSYY COCOK UDANG!
CREDITS TO YANA BBY!
YThursday, October 1, 2009' 7:03 PM
It was a hardest hit.
I thought it would be just fine.
I thought I would get the best result.
But, everything seems wrong.
Everything is not just what I wanted.
These tears just kept flowing.
I don't want this to be happening for my O's.
L1R4:21
L1R5:36
Yes, it sure is a big jump.
I was speechless.
I couldn't do anything.
It was after DNT that we got back our results. I knew that I didn't do well. At all. To tell you the truth, I don't think it's called studying when I said I studied a little. Studying a MAXIMUM of four chapters only. Is that what you call studied? It's good to know that teachers are there for you. Mr See. He saw my results. He comforted me with his words. He made me feel that I can achieve what I want. Yes, it was definitely embarrassing. Crying in front of him. He did put a smile on my face. Thank you. For believing in me. Went to the toilet. Washed my face.
Went down to the canteen and saw Ayul. Went to his place and there was Yue Sin with Ruzaini. Ayul was happy. I think. But 'happy' words just couldn't come out from my mouth. I was afraid I would start crying again. And Nana came. Salam'ed each other. Told them that I won't be going night study. And Yue Sin asked me how much I got for my L1R4/5. I just felt sad again. I wanted to cry. My voice was different. I wanted to cry anytime. Cry out loud. I bid goodbye to them, and walked off. Was walking past general office when i saw Mdm Cheong. Ayul told me earlier that she wanted to see me.
We talked a lot. Lots of talking that I began crying again. Fast forward, Liyana came, sat beside me, gave me tissues. Both of them comforted me. Mdm Cheong. Your constant naggings in the morning was what I hated the most. But now, I come to realise how caring you are towards us. Yes, it sure was a 100% wake up call for me. Thank you for your support. Walked to the bus stop with Liyana. She gave me advice. A lot. I was touched. MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS ARE HERE. THEY ARE MY SUPPORTING PILLAR.
I don't know but I started crying again at home. Mum saw me crying and started asking me questions. "Kenape kau?" shook my head and kept quiet. Took out the result slip, and put it on the table. Mum saw, asked uncle to see it. Wahh, sungguh sakit hati biler die cakap gitu. Baik-baik dah okayy sikit, twos nangis agyk.
till here.
