YSaturday, October 10, 2009' 12:01 PM
HAPPY HARI RAYA KAWAN-KAWAN(:
FIRST HOUSE! (yana bby's)
yana bby was in pink! hahahah, face covered.
ohhhhs, im the sexiest. NOT AZAM, NOT YAN. yuyu...can luhs. nana also can. rina ehs.. uhhhh, alaa, can luhs, can luhs.
oooooo, rina! azam nga emo! :D
budak melayu 4E3, sikit kan?
Aby ft Ayul
Aby ft Rina
Hari Raya was totally fun. This is only 1/4 of the pictures. There's still more left in Rina's camera. Ohhhs, how I wish we could celebrate hari raya everyday. Kaes, aby merepek. That will be boring. Super duper boring. I wouldn't want to be made to do the dishes. Yes, dishes that would pile up the sink when everyone comes. Hah, im lazy.
NATIONAL DAY '09
Jian Long and meee(:
aby + ayul again.
again.
and again.
again but with the mini eyes!
Jin Wai! your eyes where?
yana bby!
4E3 BBQ
SHAHRIDAHHHHH AND MR JOHN TAN! cuteee laa he.
seee, yana's adeq mcm monyet. Then joseph see only. Help luhs him to get own...selenger
LOVEEE THE TEDYY BEAR.
I LOVEE YANA'S BEDROOM SERIOUSLY(:
BUSYY COCOK UDANG!
CREDITS TO YANA BBY!
YThursday, October 1, 2009' 7:03 PM
It was a hardest hit.
I thought it would be just fine.
I thought I would get the best result.
But, everything seems wrong.
Everything is not just what I wanted.
These tears just kept flowing.
I don't want this to be happening for my O's.
L1R4:21
L1R5:36
Yes, it sure is a big jump.
I was speechless.
I couldn't do anything.
It was after DNT that we got back our results. I knew that I didn't do well. At all. To tell you the truth, I don't think it's called studying when I said I studied a little. Studying a MAXIMUM of four chapters only. Is that what you call studied? It's good to know that teachers are there for you. Mr See. He saw my results. He comforted me with his words. He made me feel that I can achieve what I want. Yes, it was definitely embarrassing. Crying in front of him. He did put a smile on my face. Thank you. For believing in me. Went to the toilet. Washed my face.
Went down to the canteen and saw Ayul. Went to his place and there was Yue Sin with Ruzaini. Ayul was happy. I think. But 'happy' words just couldn't come out from my mouth. I was afraid I would start crying again. And Nana came. Salam'ed each other. Told them that I won't be going night study. And Yue Sin asked me how much I got for my L1R4/5. I just felt sad again. I wanted to cry. My voice was different. I wanted to cry anytime. Cry out loud. I bid goodbye to them, and walked off. Was walking past general office when i saw Mdm Cheong. Ayul told me earlier that she wanted to see me.
We talked a lot. Lots of talking that I began crying again. Fast forward, Liyana came, sat beside me, gave me tissues. Both of them comforted me. Mdm Cheong. Your constant naggings in the morning was what I hated the most. But now, I come to realise how caring you are towards us. Yes, it sure was a 100% wake up call for me. Thank you for your support. Walked to the bus stop with Liyana. She gave me advice. A lot. I was touched. MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS ARE HERE. THEY ARE MY SUPPORTING PILLAR.
I don't know but I started crying again at home. Mum saw me crying and started asking me questions. "Kenape kau?" shook my head and kept quiet. Took out the result slip, and put it on the table. Mum saw, asked uncle to see it. Wahh, sungguh sakit hati biler die cakap gitu. Baik-baik dah okayy sikit, twos nangis agyk.
till here.
YTuesday, September 22, 2009' 3:17 PM
AT LAST, BLOGGER'S BACK TO NORMAL. phew, takes a long time for it to cureeeeee back huh. BOO. anyways, it's Hari Raya now, and im soooooo happy. at lastttttt, can eat. can drink. can scold bad word. O.O boo, aby, boo. ahahahahkxx, well, dah bnyk pon akuuu maki. ESPECIALLY THE BIG V. woooooooooos.
dread going school. the thought of having to iron my uniform, bathe so early in the morning, tie up my hair, wear my greendale socks with my school shoes and yellow school shoelaces makes me feel super duperrrrrr damn lazyyyyy. heh. but, what to do. thought i was late for school as the colour of the sky dah terang benderang. then, was like so stupid, walked so fast to the bus stop, mcm bus stop tuu lari pulak. heh! heh! heh!
first period was p.e. i wasss damn lazy to even be involved in the game. hahaha, we had captain's ball match luhs. what i did was just stand there, be the wannabe defender. booohoooo. but, i did scored one goal. hee. pat on the back for meeee!(: good job aby. but after that, sat down beside ayul who didnt wear p.e today because he thought it's mondayyyy today. (mon don't have p.e) hahahah, beylooo rite? khekhe, so. kate dah hbes puase, we GOSSIPED. (: bout that masaaaam gilerrrnye pompan, dawik jaoh, dah boleh bawuuuu.
EHHHHHS, GI BALEK LUHS. KAU DAH BUSOOOOK, DAH BACEN! PGI PAKAI DETTOL! PAKAI LIFEBOUY! DETERGENT PON BOLEHHHHH!
yes, we shouted that everytime she got hold of the ball. :D jahat ehs, perangai aby.ayul, perangai. hahs. next had chem prac, then phy. now, lets talk bout todays' getting of eng and phy prelims papers back. got 44/65 for physics. thats okayys what. B3 you know!
ENGLISH: nyehhhh, as expected, failed my english. i was spending an agonising decade in english lesson today. Wahhh, good right my eng, then can fail.
i had 17/50
i know it's not something to be proud of. but, sigh sigh.
YOUUUUUU BIG V!
set the paper so hard for what.
BIGGGGGGGGG V
BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG V
SUPERRRRRRRRRR BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG V
damn, you suck.
*smiles*
Kaes, night study is back. and im stilllllll lazyyyy to school. =( idk why im so lazyyy today. nyehhhh, kaes best.
YSaturday, September 12, 2009' 9:55 PM
Okayys, i dont know why it all hurts reading those tags given by her. Just a sad thing huh. I really need someone right now and I dont know who i can rely on. I need a shoulder to cry on. I need a vast open field or sea so that i can shout out loud like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I havent been starting revision. I havent been sleeping well. Things dont seem to go pretty well for me and my first bro. It's always jealousy. jealous. jealous. Ohh no, and my eyes are all teary. Shame aby, boo!
I want to go out. Get out of this house. Run away from all these problems but i'm going to bring my mum if i'm running away. I need mum but sometimes she just dont understand me. I appreciate what she had done for me. Okayys, tears falling. wait, want to take tissue. back. ohhhs well. okayys. i have wayyyy long pictures to upload. nahhhh. amek kau.
he doesnt like me to hold him and when i did, he's so damn heavy that i had to hugged him and hold him tightly so that he wont fall down. he cried then, heh.
class bbq was fun but with a mix of emotions. heh.
muke aku burok, aku tawuk. heh, just wake up luhs, then they came. BABAHAHA, they're so cute, so have to seize the chance to take pics with them riteee.
okayys, get well soon kaes adeq, i love you! <33
YTuesday, September 8, 2009' 10:48 AM
Studied with these two chaotic people. HAHAHAHAHA. Especially aini. It was a super last minute thing and after bathing, i changed. I didnt even asked who can go study with me. Yes, that was stupid of me. And i was so kanchiong. Asked rina whether she could go study with me at the airport but she didnt reply early. I wanted to be quick, so asked more and more people but they didnt reply too. Asked Abg shary, and he said: i cant study outside. Only home is the best place. =.= So then, decided to asked his friend, khairul. Asked him to asked another friend, a girl, out to study too. It was super freezing cold. heh. Let the pictures do the talking. Got a lot, but lazy to upload.
And doesnt mean going for an eyebrow shaping, you could judge me Abang. Just because some of my clothes, the way i dress and my outside looks look like a typical minah to you, dont label me. I hate it, seriously. You're my bro and yet that little talks of yours could just hurt me anytime. We've been into a lot of fights especially in my adolescence years. And you said this morning that you know me just well off. No, you don't. I don't act the same way in school. I dont act the same way in my house. I don't act the same way in public. Sometimes, i just don't know how to act in many situations. Yesterday, you said to adeq. See this grrl(pointing to me). Shes the malay version, MINAH. ~yaa, whatever crap.~ Dont find any malay grrls when you grow up. Find a chinese one. Abg, just because you've seen the outside world, you judge people by their looks. And, actually, you didn't see the world in that beyond, more than anything. You're so self-centred judging every grrls by their looks. For example, if there is a woman, well-dressed, all covered with clothes. Then what? You say you want her because she is just like how grrls should wear. When you dont even know whether she has a good heart or not? NO RITE!
Of course i answered back to adeq who seems to be like the lamp post, And i wouldnt even want to find a malay boy who only knows how to play game all day long, a game freak, a game geek && dont know how to help people such as laying out the food on the table or cleaning them after pre-dawn meal or breaking fast!
Seriously, you dont know me abang.
